13 / 12 / 10 of Pretty Much Screwed Up

Nothing Much to Describe,
No long introduction paragraph as usual.
Just a few line to rumble out everything,
I screwed up my mid-term test just now.
My second last mid-term test in Degree year.
And I totally failed it.
I knew it once I saw the questions,
and it was double confirmed judging from the lecturer's expression after he collected my answer sheets.
It was like he couldn't believe a Final Year student would write out such ridiculous answers.
And yea, now I am face-recognised by him already.

I wouldn't blame it on the recent Singapore trip.
My memorizing skills has been deteriorating since n-years ago.
Even if 1 more week is given I still won't be able to handle all those lengthy words.
In my opinion, this subject is already a nonsense.
Fitting all 4 years of Optical Majoring studies into 10 chapters 1 subject.
And given a Lecturer who does best at slides narratting,
and treating last minute class cancelation as a fortnight hobby,
I should have see it coming.
But still, the failure is just too hard to swallow.

Last mid-term of Degree year coming this Thursday.
Finger cross I really hope that I am not screwing this up again.
Not a good start to the days after my mid-term break.

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*updates*
Just finished the last mid-term paper of my Degree year,
equally screwed up as well,
I knew I can do the questions but somehow just couldn't get the calculation right.
Man, is it final year subjects getting really way so hard,
or is it true that I am losing my touch on my studies??
Darn...... >.<